Pam I've been thinking about you and all the crazy things we did together. One of the funniest things that really stand out that I think about is he time that we found a stray kitten across the street from our apartment building and he had so much natted hair we took him into the laundry room and shaved him. You accidentially cut his neck when you cut the hair so we hurried to Walmart and got some first aid stuff to fix it. I wonder what ever happened to him. If it was something bad I know your with him takeing care of him. The other funny thing I think about was that fourth of July right after we met and we had a cook-out with you, my boys Billy and Zachary, and myself. I had quite a few fireworks and I let Zach shoot a bottle rocket and Cliff just came back from work and sat outside talking with us and then he dropped his keys, when he bent over to pick them up zach lit the bottle rocket and at the right time Clif almost had a bottle rocket permanently lodged in his behind. But we always said "that's our Zach!".
I love you and miss you so much it hurts. I'm going to be moving down there and your not going to be there. I should have gotten there sooner to help you thru whatever it was you were going thru. For that matter I should have just moved down there when you did and we would all have you with us today.But I know that I will see you soon.....
I refuse to say good-bye to you though because I know in my heart we two will me again. Death is not final, but rather the step to the next journey. So I don't say good-bye but rather see you soon when it is time for me to move on to my next journey and I know your going to be there waiting for all of us who love you. You were never just my bestfriend,you were and always will be my sister. So for now my sister I will just say I will see you soon and I love you. Stephanie
Stephanie Berie
11th April 2011